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Monday, June 29, 2009

First day of school.
Sucks to be back again, I've the urge to just quit right now, no joke. I've so much to work on and to catch up. Maybe if I get h1n1 now, it will mark a stop and an end to my current headache ! Argh. Secondly, I hate to feel so bloody broke ! I need money, loads and loads of them. I'm gonna do anything for money, swear. Current mood: Du lan. Now, I cant meet the girls for movie ! God damnit. I'm so sorry dears. It's already 7pm, what the heck, I dont have time to finish my Boys over flowers episode laaa kao. My body clock is all messed up. I wont be able to sleep early, but I have to. Nice or what ? Hate school ! If its not for my Nlevel, I quit. Hmmm, I actually have got big dream, I know what I want in life, but achieving them.. I've doubt. Heh. My plan to study in New York and becoming a make-up artist, oh oh and a successful wedding planner ( : Lalala. Wake up, oh hi, back to reality. Shall end here. Toodles !

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Are you surprise to see these ? HAHAHA.

HappyBirthday Chloe !

More photos uploaded on facebook, June 27th 09. Heh ( :
Damn it, bye holidays, hi school.

We used to breathe without a doubt.

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Grabbed them from facebook ( : Picture of 25th, Powerhouse !
It was great ! The music, the ppl, the dance ground.. whoo~ really, awesome ( : Not forgetting this group of fun ppl ( : Waimun, Francesca and the guys, yea cool.
K, I'm meeting szexuan real soon, some task to be done ( : Lol, Might be meeting Francesca and clique later.. ( : Yeppie doo. I know its the 2nd last day of June holiday and I should already be panicking for school.. Argh no way. Im making full use of it. My panic attack will only be activated tmr night. Heh. Buhbye.

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Thursday, June 25, 2009

1. The person who asked me to do this quiz. -Fiona.
2. Your relationship with him or her. -A friend I havent met up with long time ) :
3. Your first impression on him/her. -"Omgz so different from Fanny !"
4. Your most memorable moment with him/her ? -Busy disturbing her.. ?
5. The most memorable thing you said to him/her ? -Err nothing ?
6. If he/she becomes your lover ? -Not possible.
7. If he/she becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on ? -Idk -.-
8. If he/she becomes your enemy , what will you do ? -It wont happen laaa, hor ?
9. If he/she becomes your enemy , what will be the reason ? -Misunderstandings or any cause of other friends.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are.. -Meet up with her soon.
11. Your overall impression on her/him.. -Nice person, cool friend ( :
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself.. -Cheer-y ( :
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself.. -Too damn lazy.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is.. -Actually, I like being me, maybe just smarter, skinnier, prettier.. ? Heh ( :
15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.. -Thankyou, Ilove you.
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1)Chloe.
2)Szexuan.
3)Pamela.
4)Lynn.
5)Venus.
6)Carmen.
7)Jeslyn.
8)Seowchee.
9)Siokyit.
10)Arena.
17. Who is 6 having a relationship with ? -D (its a secret.)
18. Is 9 a male or female ? -Female, err, actually Idk. HAHA ( : whoops!
19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing ? -No way, no way, never.
20. Where is 2 studying at the moment ? -CHIJ STC.
21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3 ? -Text ? Few mins ago.
22. What kind of music does 8 like ? -Kobe kobe kobe, thats all I know.
23. Does 1 have any siblings ? -Duh, behind the screen now.
24. Will you woo number 3? -NO !
25. How about 7 ? -(-.-)
26. Is 4 single ? -Nope, taken.
27. What's the surname of 5 ? -Lim.
28. What's the hobby of 5 ? -WOO a lot, a lot eh.
29. Do 5 and 9 get along well ? -Idk.. ? So so ?
30. What is 6 studying for this year ? -Nlevel.
31. Say something casual about your eyes.. -I like them.
32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5 ? -NO !
33. What colours does 4 like ? -Idk sia. Err purple, pink ? Shit.
34. Are 5 and 1 good friends ? -Yes v goodfriend.
35. Does 7 like 2 ? -Yes, as a friend yes.
36. How did you get to know 2 ? -School, Germaine wong.
37. Does 1 have any pets ? -All dead.
38. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ? -In Nick's eye.. Yes ( : Heh heh.
39. How is 4 related to you ? -Close friend for 4years+ ( :
40.Describe 8.. -Friendly, funny, cute.. yup.

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Mad world.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

Children waitin' for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sits and listen, sits and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world
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Hey ( :
Gonna slack at home and watch boys over flowers till its time to get out. Powerhouse tonight.

I feel god damn useless.. I'm stupid, blur, born ugly, fat, what else ...! There's more.. and nothing positive bout me laaa. Idk what can I achieve in life, seriously, should I just listen to my momma and quit school ? See, I cant study !? Sigh ) : Idk. I'm v lost and confused. The only thing I could do is to daydream, I cant even sleep well nowadays. How.. ? Maybe I should really plan my death at a certain age, cause life's meaningless. Fuck it.

I want to be your memory.

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Im currently caught up with Boys over flowers !
They look much better than taiwan F4 laaa, err, not really, Idk what the heck is Ken Chu part of F4. Omgz Im going boycrazy ! Heh : D

Kim Hyun-joong ! ♥

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Sorry, zilian a little.
Finally got to powder my face pretty, I look like some panda ghost from china long long time ago ... ??? without makeup on. Butterfac event was cancelled ! Whoo now Im hoping that there's really an event on 25th. I wanna see the 0_0 guy ! Haha. Went seb's house for mahjong last night, but I didnt play mahjong, instead, we were playing some weirdo lame game, but it was awesome fun ! Muahaha. I cant remember any sentence, shit. Nevermind me.
I feel so drifted from ♥♥, because they seems to be closer now.. ? And for some reason, ♥ and ♥ got more things in common. Blahblah. Dont read this and come asking me who's that k. Heh heh.
Toodles !

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Yo yo Im back.

Was too damn lazy to blog. Went Carmen's house yesterday to study.. ? Haha. Well, suppose to go sentosa with Kaiwen and family, but they all woke up late, so szexuan and I slept in. Butterfac tonight ! but doubt Im going ? Butterfac is infected with h1n1, it was reported, plus the ticket is $25 ?! ) : Nevermind. I shall go watch my boysoverflowers after blogging ( : and slack till there's a plan. Might be going over to seb's to mahjong and play with his tiny puppy ! Aww sweet lil thing. Heh ! Buhbye.

Love movement.

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