Speechless

Mad world.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

Children waitin' for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sits and listen, sits and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world
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Hey ( :
Gonna slack at home and watch boys over flowers till its time to get out. Powerhouse tonight.

I feel god damn useless.. I'm stupid, blur, born ugly, fat, what else ...! There's more.. and nothing positive bout me laaa. Idk what can I achieve in life, seriously, should I just listen to my momma and quit school ? See, I cant study !? Sigh ) : Idk. I'm v lost and confused. The only thing I could do is to daydream, I cant even sleep well nowadays. How.. ? Maybe I should really plan my death at a certain age, cause life's meaningless. Fuck it.

I want to be your memory.

posted by Hayley's,  # 12:17 PM